My cheese-dip stuff didn't thicken properly, so I didn't take it to the party at all.
As I was on the way out the door, I took a couple of diet pills. They were just the ticket!!! I wasn't even remotely hungry; and although I ate some (for the purpose of fitting in with everyone), I was totally in control! I'm estimating 700 calories to be safe, but I'm pretty sure it was less. Now, if only the pills aren't too strong, keeping me from sleeping tonight, I'll be set.
There were a couple of super-skinny gals there. Such an inspiration! I came away feeling fat; however, I am compelled to continue until I reach my goals. I realized, too--that I need more skinny friends. I would never have gotten fat, if I had been around that level of competition in my life!
There were some uncomfortable situations that I experienced tonight. I'm a little anxious right now...but that may be the diet pills talking.
I hope you all can end today in a happy mood. If not, there's always tomorrow, and another workout waiting for you, to cheer you up!
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Thanks for the last bit, it was a little need inspiration for me. What type of diet pill do you take? I need some new tricks. :)
I think I need more skinny friends too. I was never the fattest one even at my heaviest, and now I'm thinner then most of them. (well not today, today I'm a porker but yeah haha) Not that I want to stop being friends with the ones I have but I feel like I need more anyways so they may as well be scrawny little gym rats! :)
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