Stuff to do!!!!!

I'm back into my regular routine today. I need to drink as much fluids as possible today. I can tell I've been dehydrating myself. I'm also feeling much more positive, and better about myself in general.

No scale today. Not after an eating day. Can't do it. I'm worried that I won't make my Valentine's Day goal. Some things have seriously got to change, and fast--if I'm gonna have a fighting chance to make it. I should probably eat nothing but lettuce for the next 10 days. I can't see that actually happening, though.

I'm re-evaluating the babysitting job. Is it helping enough financially to warrant the hassle and time-investment? I wonder if my weight loss efforts are being hampered by it, too. Stuff to think about. I have to keep my priorities true. I know what matters to me most, and if I try to live by a different standard, it saps my strength away. I'm wondering if that's what happened the other day.

It's time to get my taxes and stuff taken care of, too. I hate, hate, hate that job!!! My goal is not to procrastinate on it this year. We can use our refund to pay off some medical expenses. I haven't blogged about it much--but we are still paying off the bills from a couple years ago when I got admitted into the psychiatric ward. I had quit eating, was severely dehydrated, addicted to lax, and suicidal. I only stayed a week, but it was thousands of dollars! With the refund, we might be able to finally put that behind us.

I need to decide what food I'm willing to take in tonight. *sigh*

I also need to put in a mega-week worth of workouts, as I haven't been for 2 days to the gym.

I need to make up a daily schedule to live by...and stay on track this time, hahaha!

I need to do my checkbook balancing...blech.

I really want to get into the habit of cooking 1 nutritious meal every day for hubby and myself...and save money in the process!!!

I need my daily fix...of cleaning!!! lol