My weight...I guess it's mostly down. But a couple days ago, the scale did tell me 145.8 lbs. I was dehydrated then. I also am expecting my monthly at any time now.
I've got to lose 7 lbs. in 9 days to make my goal. I honestly don't know how on earth I can do all that. A water fast, but that isn't even practical for me to try, and the weight wouldn't be honest-fat-loss. I would rather know that what I accomplished is permanent, rather than going to bounce right back as soon as I take a bite.
Also, I'm experiencing some muscle gain, since my workouts have changed up quite a bit in the last week or two. I was sore for 2 or 3 days after my run (mild tenderness), but that always means that your body is repairing muscle tissue...which means an increase.
A lady commented last week that I look like I've lost some weight, and a friend told me last night that my face looks thinner. Dang. I don't want anyone to see me. Why can't I be invisible? I've been wearing all my old, baggy clothes, trying to stay the same to everyone. Which I know is impossible...as I'm trying to lose almost 75 lbs. before I'm done, but I can't have people bothering me about it. They sure as heck didn't bother me when I was putting the weight on; and they better not get in my business about it now.
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its amazing isn't it...how badly we want to be "too thin", and how much pride we actually take in the thinness, and yet we don't want anyone to comment on it (but we get really pissed if they don't comment) it lose lose situation. I get soooo embarrassed when people comment on my weight loss. Like...it has the power to ruin a day, so i feel for you!!! Good luck and keep up the good work :)
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