Saturday, February 21, 2009

The reckoning

My weight is up, not down for my SBC weigh in. I'll be lucky to break even with my start weight by next week's weigh in. I'm too ashamed to post the numbers, so I'm going to show it by +++ signs instead.

My life is not too happy, it is all my fault, and I've got to do something about all of it. I've avoided the truth for far too long, and it's time to force the issues out and pay for my failures.

I don't know how this will look in reality, but it's gotta be done. Today's reckoning day. And probably tomorrow, too, because it may take some time to figure out solutions. Monday, I'm starting a new life. I've got to do whatever it takes.

Weight loss is at the top of the stack.

2 comments:

Lolly said...

aw, remember wat u said? "The end goal is more important than the time it takes to get there."? its probably just one bad week, and we all will probably have one of those as well.. hugs xo..

Anonymous said...

oh me too hun. keep hanging in there!