For whatever reason, I have days where I just don't try very hard. Yesterday was ok, until 5:00, when I 'gave in' earlier than I wanted to for eating something, and it went downhill from there. I thought I would pull together for today and just start over, but I haven't yet.
I didn't follow the fast-5 thing at all today. My house is a mess. And part of me doesn't want to deal with cleaning--or anything. I slept most of the whole day.
I'm feeling discouraged and lonely. I feel like a failure.
I'm hoping I can pull together and get my house cleaned up and etc.
I'm disappointed in myself. Why can't I get obsessive-compulsive about cleaning and things that matter to me, so that I can live up to something that would make me happy?
Sorry...I don't mean to be negative. I'm just feeling sad because another day passed me by, and I didn't live in it.
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Sorry you had a crummy day. Cleaning isn't the most important thing in the world, so don't beat yourself up! Just keep your goals in mind to keep you motivated. Tomorrow is a new day!
Tomorrow is another day. I think you have to have bad days in order to have good days.
Also - your being much to hard on yourself,everyone gives in sometimes - i know i do(chocolate milk so wasnt on todays menu).
I hope you feel better soon!
They can't all be good ones, or even okay ones. Wish they were... and you are not a failure. I've fallen off the boat like 89 times, don't give up!
i hope you feel better soon.
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